Till The Laugh stand Still~

Sunday, August 28, 2011

sometime its very difficult to see who is right and who is wrong, may be someone is wrong in the moment but he is wrong because we may be, we not accept him as he use to be in the past~ , things changed and we might not see them coz we are so busy in other stuff, and when we notice " it was too late", no one stop for anything and nothing stay forever, i didnt remember where i read it but i read a story about a russian solider who was returning with a massage to his trop, it was ice strome and he lost his way, he has a dog with him who stay with him all the way, after 2 days the solider lost the hope and energy to walk more, he fall down and close his eyes, dog stay with him for few min and then walk away, i love the last line of story which is " he is responsible only toward the life"
these lines are written for the dog, coz he was with solider till he was alive, after that his own duty start to search for alternative,

everyone is there for ever till u stay, once u gone all things start to fade away, and very soon u become just a thought of past,. i was away from my blog coz i normally satisfy my "Writing ich " on facebook , but coz of too much disturbance i stop using facebook, and that bring me back to the blog,

purpose of leaving net is not clear to me. i think me busy with work, or i got much disturbed, or i may be ordered much, or i got bored from same everything everyday , or i want do much more in real life~

idea of leaving net come from the movie"AVATAR" Its sci-fi movie from the makers of titanic, and very good movie, i know everyone seen it but i would like to express that which part inspire me " in this movie a X solider was brought to another planet named "pandora" there they put him in a machine and he become a whole new species , he become a local member of pandora people, he was ordered to learn and be friend to pandora people , all day he stay in the machine or in other words he stay in "his new pandora body"and in night he come out from the machine and stay in his human body, in real life he is handicapped and in pandora life he got fit and fine body... first thing he do after becoing pandora person is = he run, and run like crazy" after some weeks at pandora he start thinging as his non-real life ( as pandora person) is more interesting, and he love to stay more and more in that machine,. he keep's ignoring his real body and world...... and also he fight for the rights of these pandora people, in the end of movie, pandora people make him as one of them by some magic, and life stay good ever after...

now this happen to most internet people, i know it and dont feel bad when i talk for all of us that we wake and open net and start chatting or searching for what is new, chatting to people, making gf/bf, having fun, playing game online is all what we do whole day, many of them keep playing games even on there work, as someone say that people set alarm to wake up to "water there plants" we all living our pandora life, its good , interesting, funny, adorable, better then real world, but my friends....there is no magic who keep us in this forever, atleast i dont know any such magic, i need to make things happen in real live, i need to test all my theories in real world too,

i read all msg people send me but i didnt answer any, coz i really not want too, may be u call be heartless but i cant feel bad for my choice, leaving is my choice and i did it before the planned time, today 27 aug was the time i planned to leave net, but i did it 10 day ago, just to remind me that nothing will got effected even if i stay or go, coz " "they are only responsible only toward the life"and they will move on as soon as u fade away,

some day ago someone send msg = " whom do u miss the most" i said " if i be true to myself , i didnt miss anyone, and i really dont," i may be a good or bad person, but i was never do which is wrong to my soul, i have very great time with my friend , i see them being happy and and being sad while they feel left out, but its my lifes circule to rollover , and i have to roll over with it~

 
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