well....going on a tour and by doing again biggest mistake.....i was so famous to repete mistakes.....damm...... i feel so much shame for what i did and didnt tell anyone that how stupid i was today.......u can say ever.........i broke one heart ................. but this time its enough.... to more for that person by me.... i give punishment by myself........
why me bad with all good people
i really need a punishment.... i think i have to say bye to net to let them live happily...other wise i make them cry by my words.......... and even i hate to do that.......but it was different person when i am angery...may be multiple personality..... i didnt eat today coz feel terrible ....... i have to go on tour in 5 hour but no sleep in my eyes....just shame....... lot's of shame...........but dont forgive me now.......plz dont fogive me
about pic... this is me......yes cant show my face to myself....... i can hide guilt from all but cant from my own soul.......... i cant stand anymore...... i cried 2 hour coz of pain and now sad coz of shame.........i have no one else like me...only one biggest fool......
