Hi,
me extremely busy in my site...almost complete but still have to do lots of work, todays topic of post is "love" as i said always everyone need love..
here me going to write a small story of a dog. in my life i learn a lot from all around. i see something happening and it give me something to learn. in 95 -96 . we live in a small block. around 7-8 house in that part and little community of our is very good. on the end of road there is a ice factory, owner of that factory is stupid man . he owned a big german dog to keep children and other away from his factory, we all not like him. but addition to that . that dog is even more brutal then his owner. most of the time he use to scare children. coz of his size he look like monster to us.
all young and older people scared from that dog. everyday we come on street and play and if owner in bad mood he open the chain of dog and let him chase us... ( we all wish to kill dog and his owner)
coz all other children go to tuition so there was a time when me stay alone at home ( i m a good student. never greedy for marks. and never use tuition for anything) so during that time i have to sit on a small rock and keep thinking...even i dunno that i think that time. but i think me close to myself coz of this time... i get more time to see things in different way coz life present them to me in different way.
while sitting there sometime i see the dog. behind fance he sit normal. when ever i see him i give him a smile. soemtime i feel to talk to him. after all he was a great looking dog... so this was the only connection we share... my smile to him...
one day i was sitting on the same rock in my thoughts. i was not aware of the world near me. suddenly i see a tail near me. i dunno how but dog cross the fance and he coem near me. i was scared too much. was thinking that he goonna bite me... i was about to cry but then i notice that he is just sitting near me. just like that... 15 min he and me sit still... me coz of fear cant move and he may be have some other reason... me not believeing on my eyes that a lion sitting next to me and not hurting me...coz as far i know this dog always want to take children for dinner. . soon his owner come and tide him in chain and take him away again............
from that day when ever i see him barking. i feel like he want us to come near to him. i feel like he is angry coz we not play with him. he want us to go near to him and play. but even after thinking this. i didnt have courage to go to him...
in winter i see him crying all night.. in 6 am i wake up and reach to him...i see he lay on groud . his tongue was out ..breathing heavy... i why i start crying that time. may be inside i know that i m lossing a friend of smile.... there is a fance wall between us... but i sit there to tell him that may be i didnt come to him all life. but today i m with u.. and i think he also feel same... later that day he died...... i dont have words to write anything now bye
