Hi,
Today me sad, yes i'm really sad, coz today i again do same mistake, i do stand for people, and now feel sad coz i will stand for them, i will feel their pain, i will give them my time, i will give them my words, my love my care, everything what make them happy, at last i give them smile, and i keep trying till they smile, i really feel happy when i see sad face with smile, i feel like i reach to god, but later i feel sad, may be coz
i expect
yes
this is exactly the reason, some day when i feel sad , down, alone, empty, and i want someone to cheer me up, when i want someone to talk sweet to me, when i want someone to ask me " deep why u sad my dear" .... someday when i want all ask me reason of my sadness, someday when i was crying they try to cheer me, that day no one "yes" no one be there for me, again i have to cry alone, again i have to be sad alone, again i have to cheer myself up, again deepe love deepe that day, no one come with a helping hand, and yes this make me sad now, coz no one care,
Deepe have to laugh with all, but he have no one to cry with him, he is alone, with pain in heart, with ace in broken heart, with a smileless face, he will be alone that day too, as always, this make me sad....and yes "today" deepe sad .....
i stay in a room alone....playing music... many my so called friends come and see msg on my cam ==> " sad as hell" and without saying a word they run away . i love u friends..... tnx for showing me ur true color....
Some time i think to delete them all and never let them contact me, but then my feeling teach me that if i didnt have this bad experience then how to i learn about good experience ... so this dog friends also required, i talk to u softly, politely, never hate anyone, but deep in my heart i know that your not more then dog, yes this if for every person who think he is fooling me and me not able to see his trick.. sorry my friend. i know all but i just like to see and enjoy, ur fakeness tell me the difference between u and real friend....and one more thing, i do stop caring about stupid people long time ago. i just care about a few, other all go to hell :)
