hi ALL,
in today's time all used to lie's lot ,in daily routine we almost lie to every one on every 5 min. i dunno why but i hate this. i used to broke relation then to keep it running on the fuel of lies. this is very bad thing in me i cant , or u can say i cant lie perfectly , even i try to submit myself in the same black-list world , but dunno why i cant do it, that is what i say about my self that "sab kuch sikha humne , na sikhe hoshiyre, sach hai duniya waloo, hum hai annari " ( means i learn much but didnt learn to put dust in someones eyes , it show's that me not good in todays world.)
most close people of my life thron out( by me) just coz i didnt handdle lie from them and when i find out i just cant keep relation, i know its not good but this is me . u can call me fool. i didnt object on this matter may be i m.
because lying is just normal, putting dust in all worlds eyes is just a business, if u do it perfectly ur the best businesman or professionlist,
well i didnt say that i dont want to be the perfect businessman or professionlist but i know i cant do it. i cant face my soul after lying for small things , i cant face my own face after cheating people on very small things, well its not in my blood,
may be i m fail just coz of this...or might be someday i got passed coz of this,...
i would like to tell u a small story of my life about lie's.
i used to open my brothers confectionary shop at 6am morning, not much coustomers that time but we used to open shop normally early in morning,
so the point is=> when someone come to buy bread he just ask simple question "is this bread is fresh" i used to be confused that time, if i reply him that "no" its not fresh ( coz its not,its old bread of last day, we didnt have early morning supply ) he will not take it (buy it), and if i say him that "yes" its fresh ,he surly take it but my soul just keeping me pinning that i just lies for a amount of 50p ( our earning from a bread) and also in the starting of day ...so just quit this ..i cant hold simple things like this .its not a big deal but i even cant do this,
this is the only reasonthat i dont like to keep my self in public dealing coz then i have to lie a lot and i cant do it .............i cant lie
