i just wanna tell you that what happen when i meet myself...
my life was running good, good salary with good timing of work,and i was almost enjoy my TAX Office job. many and many months passed by. then one day
i was sitting in my room it was 10 am time i see someone in my room . i just wake up with this thought that it might be servant. but i see someone in white dress . wearing white shirt and black pant's. i just keep looking his face. it was me.standing there. and then i thought it was a dream but its not . i watch myself . before i come out from surprise myself start talking to me. he ask me do i remember him. i said yes . i think i know you.. then he ask me about everything from work to my life plans and i reply him with full truth , all my answer's were like yes i m happy from everything.
at last he ask me m i happy ......... it seems to be very easy question for everyone.. for me too i just open my mouth to say "yes i m happy" but i dunno how and why i said " no me not happy" then my self said me that he is happy that i said truth... and he disappear .....
it was over .....but i didn't notice that it disappear or not i just go deep in my answer why isay that me not happy.. why...
then i see a series of conditions who make me unhappy.. not about my job . not about my relations. not about money or anything. JUST SOMETHING IS MISSING. i dunno what..
but i m sure that i m not happy deep in my heart........ till now me trying to find that what is missing.......but this change everything..i cant enjoy anything . something saying me that why me not finding my missing thing. and i cant able to find what was it.
i like to mention that i have no problem with money or anything but i cant enjoy anything.
why whyyyy......
i feel like alone now.like no one there. alone in crowd
