Hi,
you will thinking of that what am gonna write about pain, well i just going to write about my self, first tell you what is called pain,
there are 2 type of pain external and internal, no one cant fight with any of them, you can work on pain , you can just work threw pain, at start it hurt much , hmm " hurt is not correct word, pain never hurt it just keep remind himself, always being fresh, keeping your memory updated with his presence, so it never hurt he just get reminded,
this is exactly pain-killer medicine do, they just keep pain away from your memory , but pain never left it always stay , always. now you will be interested why me teaching about pain, i will tell you that i didn't feel it ( not in very starting level),
i m saying that i m superman but i have some power to bear pain more then others. actually i love it, in childhood whenever i got any wound or pimple , i keep pressing it until it become painless, some time i put salt on cut, it not hurt , it never hurt it just give a fast excitement, i put my hand in highly hot object and keep hold on it till its un-controllable, i love to hold ice till ice disappear or till i cant control it anymore, i love to put myself in extreme condition to see how much i can bear, how much make me say "ahhh" . i got a very good will power, holding ice or hot object gimme feeling like standing in rain .
i love my will power coz by thinking of this that i have more will power then other it gimme more power to win other more nicely, i m not scared of any living person, i m not worried to say anything to anyone, i m a very respected person to my sole( for me its very good thing) most people hate them self from inside, but i feel proud on myself ( coz i m more superior then people around me) . i dunno why or how but i always become good in everything i do, and for that i love myself , coz i create respect to my own sole .
this look arrogant to you, but tell me can you say this for yourself, don't say "yes" without thinking, at least be true to your soal, if i got a single chance to change i will not change my life for a second. i just did what i want , i make what i wish, i do what people just dream to do, i love that i m not normal like others. but still i m waiting for my best. i didn't get my best yet. soon i do what is best of me, i m not born to be money machine, its easiest work for me . i m special and i proud to say this
ppl cant sleep if they have little pain /fever/tension i never face such problem. tnx to god for that, i got liver stone , i got toothache's, i got surgeries, i got stitches with open eyes in head , my sleep never disturbed by anything, even these days i m facing toothache, but me never have habit to run for medicines or to doctor . i love to deal with pain . anyhow i learn to deal with pain. external and as well as internal
i m not saying that no one else is like me, all most all better then me, but for myself i love what i m. i never feel shame of my doing's, i never say that i m in bad condition, most of the time u get smile from me, i am very much happy that i m not plastic like others, i m happy
